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Tuesday, May 28, 2013

A Story

For those of you who don't know, I've had the privlege of interning with Rehema Home for the past year. Rehema Home is a nonprofit organization that cares for orphans in Kenya. There are currently two homes and over 100 children, with smiles that will melt your heart. For more on Rehema, you should swing by www.rehemahome.org or find them on facebook at Rehema Home Orphanage. It's an incredible organization doing incredible work. I bragged all year long that I thought I was at the best internship placement possible, because I was.

The story of how I ended up interning with Rehema Home, for me, is a tangible example of God's faithfulness. So that's the story I would like to share.

Each year in the MSW program, which is the program I have been in for the past 2 years and recently graduated from, students complete internships. Students sit down with the field director and discuss their career interests and what they would like out of an internship and then the field director sends the students 2 or 3 contacts from different organizations for the student to connect with and set up an interview. After my initial meeting, I was sent one contact, with a note that if I was not interested in that one, she would look for more contacts in my areas of interest and get back to me. In the fields I was interested in, there weren't too many options.

So I contacted the organization that she had gave me and set up an interview. After the interview, the woman who interviewed me told me that if I was interested in interning there, all I had to do was return paperwork back within 2 weeks and I would be all set. And because I wanted to be done with the whole finding an internship process and liked the organization, I accepted and returned the paperwork, even though I had no peace about it and felt really unsettled in my decision.

Now, fast forward a few months and I haven't heard anything back from the woman and because it nearing the time that school started back up again, I began to get nervous. I sent a few e-mails and contacted the field director to let her know I was having difficulty getting in touch with the organization. Within those few months of not hearing anything back, I also had the opportunity to go back to Rwanda and fell in love with Africa all over again. Therefore, in my moments of nervousness due to lack of response, I started to wonder if there were any organizations in the Rochester area that worked with Africa that had interns. I know what you're thinking, probably not.

I thought it too, but then I remembered my mom told me that she had talked to a family friend who pastors a church and had mentioned a few organizations that work with Africa so I contacted the family friend and asked. She sent me back 2 organization names, which I googled and emailed that night inquirying.

The one organization told me that they were a very small organization and were unable to accept interns at this time. The other organization was Rehema Home and the communication's director, Lance, e-mailed me back and we set up a time to meet for coffee and discuss the possibility.

After meeting for coffee, I knew I wanted to intern there and be a part of the work they were doing in Kenya. The day after our coffee meeting, the field director at Roberts told me she had gotten in contact with the organization I had previously accepted the internship with and they had told her that the woman who was supposed to supervise me had lost her job and there was no longer an internship opportunity there and that she would send me other places to pursue. I told her about Rehema Home and how if that would meet all the school's requirements, I would like to intern there (after Rehema confirmed that it was an option, of course).

The field director was not sure it would meet all the requirments, but told me that I could pursue it and try. One of the requirments that the internship did not meet is that there was not a licensensed social worker on staff to supervise me for an hour each week, which is required in the MSW program, but the field director told me that if I could find an off-site supervisor and meet all the learning objectives, I could intern there. So I began the hunt for a supervisior.

I asked 5 people and got 5 no's, with good reasons but I was running out of professors and contacts to ask. And surprisnlgy I wasn't worried, ever since that intital coffee with Lance I had a peace about interning there and knew it would work out. The 6th person I asked said that they would not leave me hanging, but they thought there was a better fit than them that I should contact. I contacted the person they suggested and she said she would do it and I honestly don't think I could have had a better person for the role.

So after dotting all the i's and crossing the t's in the paperwork, I was able to intern there and it was an incredible year. I feel privileged to have been part of the team and sincerely believe it is one of the best run organizations around. The people that I got to work with each day are some of the most life-speaking, affirming people I know. When people asked me about my internship, one of my responses most often was that I love it there for so many reasons, but the greatest being that there can be a day where we don't mention the name of Jesus out loud, but there is never a day where I didn't see Him exemplified. It truly was the best internship.


And the best part is, even now after school is done, I still get to be a part, but that's another blog post. I love recalling this story and the process of becoming an intern at Rehema because it reminds me that God's plans for me are good and that He is faithful. That even in the unanswered e-mails and phone calls and even in the no's one after other, He is on my side. The verse that has rang through my ears so many times this past year is Ephesians 3:20, which talks about how God is able to do immeasurably more than all we can ask or imagine.

All I wanted was an internship to meet the program's requirements and what I got was way more than anything I asked for or imagined could happen.

And for that, I'm beyond thankful.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

I saw Jesus

Sometimes emotions hit hard.

Maybe it was watching my little sister be excited to participate in the Special Olympics. Maybe it was seeing people spontaneously decide to be baptized and celebrating their decision with them. Maybe it was the gentle breeze, sun setting, and the blasting of Kim Walker's "Still Believe" on the drive home. Or maybe, I'm just overtired.

But tonight, emotions are hitting hard.

And the greatest emotion of them all is an overwhelming sense of thankfulness.

There were moments throughout the year where I felt like God was silent. Moments where I felt like I was sitting on the sidelines, discontent with where I was at. Moments where I felt inadequate or like I would never measure up. Moments where I longed for Light to invade darkness. You know the moments- We all have them. Moments where we are desperate to see Jesus.

And when I look back on the year, it takes my breath away. Because in so many faces. In so many conversations. In so many experiences- I saw Him.

And  I'm so thankful because when I look back, specifically in those moments, it's impossible for me not to recognize that He has always been closer than my breath. Always. I'm thankful that the love of God is unconditional. That He is patient with me over and over again. I'm thankful for His grace and that His promises are yes and amen. I'm thankful that the Creator of every star in the sky, knows everything about me, EVERYTHING, and still delights in calling me His. And He always will.

He always will.

How could I ever ask for anything more?

Still, He has customized my world with family, friends, and experiences as tangible proof of that love. Which is mind-blowing to me because so often, I see Him in them and the part that leaves me speechless is that normally it's when I let life take control of itself and I'm not seeking Him like I should be that He shows up in them in the biggest ways. It's the moments where I am the most distracted, the most independent, and where I am seeking other things first, that He reminds me of who He is.

If it was me, in those moments, it would be hard for me to extend that kind of love because I would feel slighted, offended, hurt, or taken for granted. I certainly wouldn't decide to lavish my love on someone in those moments, but He does.

And has over and over again and I'm so thankful. I always hear about how God is our provider and generally, it's regarding finances, but I think He also provides us with the people we need. To smile at the right moment. To say the words we need to hear. To cheer us on. To rejoice with us and weep with us. To be part of the moments that take our breath away- whether they're a leading role or an extra whose name you might not even know. And as messy as people are, I think He gave us each other, so that we could see more of Him.

I believe that with my whole heart because the last year of my life attests to it. I've been changed because of the people in my life. So I'd like to say thank you to all of those who have played a role in my life, big or small, in the past year: Because of you, I saw Jesus.

And what a breathtakingly beautiful sight.